Entry #4. It's Almost Time

 IT'S ALMOST TIME

Hi blog. As many of you may know from reading my old blogs or if you have seen me in class, I am expecting my first child by the end of April. This is such an exciting moment for me. Although, I am scared and nervous too. Time is going by fast and there's no way to slow it down. For me, this is a very important moment in my life where I feel like I will be whole again. Even though my baby girl is not here in my arms yet, just by looking at my belly knowing that she's in there but will be out one day brings me so much happiness. I have always struggled with trying to bring myself to be happy, but considering other factors in life it was just a hard process. But, this nine month process has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me. Of course in the beginning, I was happy but sad at the same time because I always had a feeling something would not go right. Yet, here I am months later beating the odds and having a healthy baby in a few weeks. Because of my size (I am pretty small), I feel that my baby will come sooner than the end of April. I am so glad I had my baby shower during spring break so I could have a day dedicated to just me and my baby without school or other things in the way. Apart from receiving so many gifts and money, I cherished the love and support that was given to me as well. I got to make memories with family and friends that I will always remember. Even though this is my first child and have no experience whatsoever, I just know I will be the best mother to my baby. I will give her the world and more. 



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